Dipersilakan saja, diterima saja, akhirnya juga akan baik-baik saja. Walaupun kali ini tampak cukup tebal.

I feel like I am coming back to ground zero. Tapi kan sekarang sudah mengerti caranya kembali berdiri. Nggak susah kok, karena sudah tahu caranya.

Hehehe hidupmu memang menyedihkan, sabar ya. Belajar terus ya Ruby. Kamu kuat.

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11/1/2022

One day, when they are ready, I will tell my kids all mistakes I had. I want them not to make my mistakes. The history should not repeat.

But if they repeat the same mistakes, I want them to know the risks; I want them to embrace the outcome.

But the most important is, for any mistakes they are about to have, I want them to know that they are not alone. I want them to know that for every mistake I had, I learned, I survived, and I do not regret it.

Dear God, I pray for this. Please let me live. Please let me be there for my kids when they make any mistakes. They will never be alone. I will be there for them.

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keeping one foot in front of the other